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09:59 pm: FINALLY!!!
wahahaha!!! havent updated!!!!
thats coz XANGA is cooler!!! WAH!! JKJK!!

well not much to say...just pictures!! so enjoy!





















THAT IS ALL!!!! Go check out my xanga for more stuff guys!!! I update that thingy almost every freaking day!!! WAHAHAHA!! Love everyone!!

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<3 Ivy

01:02 pm: I have been influence by my dearest sandyra to post DIFFERENT entries in both livejournal AND xanga...seems fun!!!...hahaha althoguth i doubt ne one reads my shit...hahaha just for me :)
well, these are some UGLY ASS PICTURES>>>>so BEWARE!!!!! Just comparing myself from last year and NOW!!!...Hahahaa...130 babie!!!! IM GETTING THERE!!!







WOW!!! Okay, to clarify.....I am taking actual drugs guys...not like BAD drugs, I am taking medicinal drugs prescribe by doctors....hahaha some people were thinking that IM a druggie now...well technically i am, just not THAT kind....hahaha so hilarious!

12:20 pm: BLAH
Hahaha, this is hilarious! I havent touched this livejournal thingy in FOREVER!!! Hahaha...well, anyways, i Use xanga so check it out there i guess...

http://www.xanga.com/sunflowerxbaby ENJOY!!!!



Was extremely bored!!!

















well, can't wait till weekend girls! I NEED TO GET AWAY FROM STUDYING AND SCHOOL WORK!!!

10:20 pm: A bomb ass spring break road trip wit the bois!!!

It was totaly last minute wen David called me Saturday night and said that we're going to Fremont. Of course i was down to go, so on Sunday, after meeting the man of my dreams...

, I head on home to get my shit ready and I head on over to Davids house where Joon n Eddie n David are waiting for me to leave. So we get on our way after everyone does their shit....and off we go....to NOR CAL!!!

Well, we get to norcal around 1045PM, after a 6.5 hours long trip...(too long). We get to Nicholas's place first and he takes us to meet up with Sandra at Q Cup and then we meet up with Emily at another Q Cup. Hahaha...fun fun fun...

Basically, this weekend, it was great and we stayed at Emmily's lovely house...and we kicked it with Emily n Sandra n Nicholas' friends...it was soo much fun...

We went to Frisco with Emily, Sandra, Evelyn, n Stephanie the first time and we went to Chinatown n Fishermans Wharf and took pictures at...

 

 

CHINATOWN (the above pictures were taken at Chinatown)

Then after Chinatown, we went to Fishermans Wharf....

Ate at Bubba Gumps where they all saw me do a dare for some MOOLAHHH...($20)...alright, I sniffed salt...hahahaha...yes a line of salt...but Joon gave me $20 for it!!! yes!!!

   That was outside of Bubba Gumps...look at Eddies huge feet!!!

Now look at Joon n My Feet...

 

The these were pictures taken in the tunnel on the way to Chinatown...

Then this was taken while we were leaving Frisco...

Well, that the first day at Frisco...well, we decide to go again...so this time it was just Me, DAvid, Joon, n Eddie...we went to Frisco, got lost, went to Fishermans Wharf, got lost...and went to Broadway street.....the boys had some fun....hahah...then we went to The Golden Gate Bridge and got lost on the other side and then we went to a Haunted lake called Stow Lake and got lost and got in an accident....i was scared shitless,.....i tell ya! absolutely shitless!!! hahaa...that was the end of that night....by that time....we were broke...i mean totally broke...but David wanted to waste his only money on the movie Gothika...hahaha...wutevers...

So we went back to emilys place and Me, Eddie, Joon, n David watched Gothika.....i wasnt reallie watching coz again....i was still fucking scared ....and the guys werent making it any easier on me...so i was closing my eyes at the scary parts in the movie and supposedly i just fell asleep...so after the movie we just knocked the fuck out and the next morning....or i should say afternoon...we watched school of rock when KaLin and Sandra n Mike came over and we left after that....

I cant even begin to explain how much fun i had on this road trip even tho we were broke half the time...Emily and Sandra and their friends made it reallie reallie fun....im so glad we went up....yah!!!...now it is time for me to knock out...

Danny n Janes Bday party this Saturday at David, Joon, Eddie, Pauls, n Tonys house....down?

11:57 pm: Juss some random pictures...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

08:56 pm: Hot Import Night Pictures

Me n Best Friend in front of a Skyline...Beautiful!

 

Me n my "BABIE"...hhahAHhaha

 

Me n my future car...its sooo kute

 

Me n Lucy the "import model"...hell yea!!!

Me n Michael from Team Kallusive...they won a trophie...yah 4 them~!~

Paul n the first model at the show to take a picture with him...(sorry, i dont noe how to turn it sideways)

A very pretty shiny and starry car...sokute....(sorry, dunno how 2 turn it sideways)

Me n Lucage....in front of a very pretty car..

Yeah, those were some pictures from Hot Import Nights on Saturday (3/6) (except for the one with the prelude)

Looking at pictures made a lil bit more "unpissed off"

 

06:52 pm: OMG
oh my god...right after i wrote that previous entry....i receive news where someone thinks that the reaason i got angry and left was because i liked him....because i liked him??? are you fucking joking me??? please tell me that this shit has not come down to that....and you noe wut?! i was not even lookin for a fucking apology...but just the acknowledgment that you were fucking wrong....for some fucking reason...you always believe that you're right and there is no possible way that u could EVER be wrong...well, guess wut....for the first time....i am telling you this...you were WRONG...WRONG...do you noe what that word means?....i have gone from pissed off outta my fucking mind to now being sad....i actually thought that this would be over with soon and we would resume everything and everything would be back to normal...but u noe wut?...i dont think that will ever happen and that is what saddens me the most...i am just sad now coz now i noe that this friendship will never be reconciled to the way that it was before if you think that the reason i got mad was because i liked you....

i kant believe ne one would believe in a chick that they had just met over a friend....well just let me say something about that one girl....from other sources i will not mention...you a manipulative girl who lies and cheats her way around things in order to get what you want..and wen u fail to get what u want...u lie some more...

words dont even express the way i feel right now because now i just feel betrayed because ne one could even possibly think the things that hes thinking...

06:17 pm: blah
There are always people can find a way to make u feel bad...and i guess i have found that person that can do that to me. I feel like i trusted my life with him and i was able to confide in him with all my secrets whether it be about a guy or just about stupid stuff that happened to me that day...but then i finally open my eyes and realize that i have been reallie stupid this whole time...someone has been treating me like shit and everyone around me seemed to notice that except for me...and finally wen something bad happens...they let me knoe that they have felt this way about it all this time..."oh, you finally realized that he treats u like shit?"...."don't talk to him until he apologizes..." but then i realized that there is no way that he is ever gonna apologize....ne one wanna noe y??....coz he doesnt realize that he did ne thing wrong....to him...he is always right and there is no way that this shit could ever be his fault...and then he talks to me like everything is okay...and wen i dont talk back...he says that im being "shady" wtf is that?!?! and then he says shit like "i thought our friendship was more than this." "I thought we were tighter than that..." stupid shit like that to make me feel bad...but u noe wut?! i am not gonna feel bad ne more...i have been the person to always feel bad for shit but honestly....i dont wanna take that shit from him more...and i dont noe y all of sudden i feel like this today...this shit happened a long time ago...but it kinda hit me hard today..a lil bit harder than usual....because i dont wanna say it, but i do miss the friendship that we shared b4...but if this is how it is gonna end...then so be it...i am not gonna deal with it ne longer...

02:38 am: I'm So Stupid!
I totally overslept today and I forgot to register for classes at 12 and then after i finally woke up, i forgot i had to register for classes today until now!!! fucking shit!!! I better still be able 2 get all the classes that i wanted in the first place...im so freaking stupid....ugh....

dammit....im juss venting....for being so stupid and clueless!

ne ways...hot import nights tomorrow...my first one ever and im gong with lucage and lv best friend....its gonna b a fun night!

Im still watching my chinese dramas right now....i kant even sleep until i watch enuff....hahaha..

2morrow should be another boring day until we go 2 the HIN...ne ways...imma return to my dramas....99

01:49 am: Another boring day
its been so fucking boring today at riverside...i dont even knoe wtf 2 do around here ne more...i mean we go "shopping" but that onlie takes up what, like 3 hours. and since we're so good....hahahaha...jkjkjkjkjk

ne ways....its hot import night on saturday...im excited...yah!!! i want 2 see all the "cars" hahahaha....

should i go 2 san diego this weekeend or should i not?? hMmMMM>..sherry's gonna teach me how 2 play some songs on the piano this week, im excited and since i took off my nails, i kan resume playig the guitar!!! yes!!! i kan get better and play hella songs and im gonna be GOOOOOOOOOOOD....yah!!!!